That day when a phonecall, message changes everything you believed so strongly in, believed in, lived for and worked hard for. That day you think you going to bed and it shall be a regular day and you go to sleep with everything but you wake up to just you and your faith.
You have been thinking, why I, I worked so hard for this, I fought untill my tears dried my exhaustion and my fears, I prayed untill I slept with my knees on the floor,I believed.
you life changes in a second of breath,all you have is to stand by your faith and everything you have ever learnt untill that very day,crying out, burging, praying, singing, screaming but seems noone can hear you, even worse feel your pain and emotions and you stand there alone and want to give in and let it take its course.
Everyday is a harder day to take, every step feels like its chained to you, every morning and sleep is yet another chance for your heart to be put into pain again. your mind is not on one place, you soul is wondering off, all might seem lost and frail but your faith never.
Today is a day to start life again, to live out the lessons life has taught you in the good and the bad,in the laughter and tears, sorrows and happines, today is a day for you to determine how the rest of your life will look like.
We never at first understands Gods will, eventhough we pray for it to happen, we deeply inside wish that it never happens,but God is a faithful God, He’s there, so when you pray for his will to happen, pray for courage,strength and wisdom to face his will cause it is always the unexpected from what you want.
Find the inner strength within you, appreciate the little blessings of life, like a child,the heavens, the flowers, read inspirational books, find mentors, every person on this earth has a purpose and that purpose is for you to find your destiny and live accordinly.
Now you think people dont know you, you doubt yourself and your success, noone will understand, the world aint ready for you, but if you arent ready for yourself, when will the world be?
Maybe that phonecall, that message, that email or THAt happened so that you can let go of it so that you continue to live Gods purpose for you, for you to call out your dreams, live your destiny, search for your treasure, seek guidance.
Most of the times, when we are involved with people or involved with things, we tend to forget about ourselves and our dreams and put aside them so that we can help the ones we love or believe in achieve their, but God loves us too much and as we believe in others, so does he believe in us and if he sees we are sacrificing our own dreams and destiny on others, he might take them away so that you can search for yours and continue your destiny no matter how much the pain or dissappointment,.
There are millions like you, going through a divorce,death, failure, reccession, depression, addiction, poverty in all its shapes, there billions of you out there, dont give up just yet, please dont.
Take this change as a lifes way of telling you, it has better things for you, nomatter how shallow, painful., uuseless, doubtful,regretful, hatred, sorrow, nothing happens by accident, its all in planned for us, Gods plan. Pray, sing, draw, do what you love, anything, you will make it through, I promise, if I can, if she can, if he can, if grandmother, grandpa, auntie, uncle, niece, nephew, Jesus then you also can.
This is the first day of the rest of your life. cease it, appreciate it, its time to remove the evil,negativity, badmind, time to show the worl you and let your voice be heard!
You cannot change what you did in the past to why it led you here, you cannot stop time and rewind back, you cannot, you CANNOT, you simple cant, but what you CAN is change this moment here, and the ones to come, the happines you want to feel, the love you want to love, the sight you want to see, the strength ,courage and wisdom you want, its here, its here! waiting for you to take charge of what it has taught you, just embrace it, cry a lil if you ought to, but do wit with faith. Today is indeed the first day of the rest of your life. See you in happines, future and joy and God.